Sunday, April 15, 2007

adventurous, ambitious, impulsive, enthusiastic and full of energy. very open to new ideas and a lover of freedom. I welcome challenges and will not be diverted from my purpose except by my own impatience, which will surface if I don't get quick results.

I am much concerned with self, both positively and negatively - self-reliant but also self centered (sometimes) and concerned with my own personal advancement and physical satisfaction. My energy makes me assertive and restless, argumentative occasionally, headstrong, quick tempered, easily offended and capable of holding grudges if I feel myself affronted.

In my personal relationships I am frank, direct and candid, and make an enthusiastic and generous friend. I have a high sex drive and make a passionate lover. There is, however, a negative side to my associations with other people. I can easily be irritated by slowness or moderation in my companions. The intensity of my sexuality can drive me to promiscuity and a Don Juan-like counting of conquests at times. Boredom kills me and life always needs to be refreshing and exciting for me. I like to play.

Mentally I am intellectual and mostly objective. I make a good champion of lost causes and last-ditch resistance. I am quick-witted but sometimes foolhardy and over optimistic, lacking thoroughness and the ability to evaluate difficulties in the undertakings into which I often rush impulsively. I always have the need to exercise an iron self-control, to discipline the qualities and tendencies of my character to the advantage, not the detriment, of the society in which I move.

As an Arian, I like a challenge that will stir me to action. An Arian without a direction in which to go, or a without a cause to fight for, would be against my nature and make me more a "sheep" then a ram!

Much as I am a Ram, there is still the little lamb in me. BAH!

Friday, March 23, 2007

Won't you run away with me tonight?

Take my hand and hold it tight, Won't you run away with me tonight?
Keep me warm and don't let go, We'll escape and they'll never know.

Enjoy the night and the moon so bright, Won't you run away with me tonight? Whisper sweet words into my ear, like how your heart will be always near.

Let's go far, so the city's no longer in sight, Won't you run away with me tonight? Leave the sorrows and worries all behind, It's time for our stressful lives to unwind.

You and me together, we're just so right, Won't you run away with me tonight? The problems of daily life won't exist, A clever getaway and we won't be missed.

Give in to me, don't you dare fight, Won't you run away with me tonight? Of this cold, heartless world we can be free, Just take my hand... and escape with me.

Monday, March 12, 2007

If you are to fall
I'll be there to catch you
Like I promised.

If you struggle
I'll be there to help you
Like I promised.

If you cry out in pain
I'll be there to kiss away your tears
Like I promised.

You scream out loud
I'll cradle you in my arms
Like I promised.

I'll be there to catch you if you are to fall.
I'll be there when you stumble
to steady you back up.
Like I promised...

The 80th story...
slip off the rainy stone...
free fall...
I'll be there.
Under your descend,
arms outstretched wide.

Waiting... Waiting... Waiting...

Always for you.
I'll never step aside.
When your wings are broken, Angel...
I'll be there to catch you.
.....Like I promised.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

if you forget me
I want you to know one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

Evening Classes for Men

NEW EVENING CLASSES FOR MEN

ALL ARE WELCOME
OPEN TO MEN ONLY
Note: due to the complexity and level of difficulty, each course will accept a maximum of eight participants

The course covers two days, and topics covered in this course include:

DAY ONE:

  • HOW TO FILL ICE CUBE TRAYS: Step by step guide with slide presentation
  • TOILET ROLLS- DO THEY GROW ON THE HOLDERS? Roundtable discussion
  • DIFFERENCES BETWEEN LAUNDRY BASKET & FLOOR: Practicing with hamper (Pictures and graphics)
  • DISHES & SILVERWARE; DO THEY LEVITATE/FLY TO KITCHEN SINK OR DISHWASHER BY THEMSELVES? Debate among a panel of experts.
  • LOSS OF VIRILITY: Losing the remote control to your significant other - Help line and support groups
  • LEARNING HOW TO FIND THINGS: Starting with looking in the right place instead of turning the house upside down while shouting "It's not there!”, You’ve moved it!” or “We’ve run out!” – Open forum
DAY TWO:

  • EMPTY MILK CARTONS; DO THEY BELONG IN THE FRIDGE OR THE BIN? Group discussion and role-play
  • HEALTH WATCH; BRINGING HER FLOWERS IS NOT HARMFUL TO YOUR HEALTH: PowerPoint presentation
  • REAL MEN ASK FOR DIRECTIONS WHEN LOST: Real life testimonial from the one man who did
  • IS IT GENETICALLY IMPOSSIBLE TO SIT QUIETLY AS SHE PARALLEL PARKS? Driving simulation
  • LIVING WITH ADULTS; BASIC DIFFERENCES BETWEEN YOUR MOTHER AND YOUR PARTNER: Online class and role playing
  • HOW TO BE THE IDEAL SHOPPING COMPANION: Relaxation exercises, meditation and breathing techniques
  • REMEMBERING IMPORTANT DATES & CALLING WHEN YOU’RE GOING TO BE LATE: Bring your calendar or PDA to class
  • GETTING OVER IT; LEARNING HOW TO LIVE WITH BEING WRONG ALL THE TIME: Individual counsellors available

Thursday, March 8, 2007

General Interesting bits about me

  • Do u wish on stars? I get performance anxiety when I see a falling star, and can't think of a wish until it's gone :P
  • When did you last cry? I remember bawling a little over something relatively recently,but I can't actually remember why!
  • What is your birth date? 28 March, Aries
  • Does looks matter? Yes, but so do other things.
  • Do you trust others easily? Well, when I am not suppose to I do, and when I should, I don't...Yea, I am all weird like that.
  • What was your favorite toy as a child? My Barbies of course!
  • Shoe Size? 6
  • Scary Movies or Happy Endings? Bring on the happy endings!!!
  • Hugs or Kisses? Cant I choose something a bit more exciting here?
  • If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? Red
  • Favourite Food? Ribbbbs, Italian Cuisine
  • Favourite Drink? Tequila Sunrise, Jagermeister & Redbull, and a gud cuppa java
  • Favourite Bands? Pearl Jam, Tori Amos, Breaking Benjamin, Cold, Our Lady Peace, Element Eighty, Theatre of Tragedy
  • Favourite Season? Winter
  • Favourite Movie? Life is Beautiful
  • Favorite manner of dress? Love dressing up and being all hoity toity gal-like!
  • Signature scent? Hoity Toity Girl!
  • I collect: Espresso Cups & Saucers
  • My occupation is: Self-Employed (Online Business)
  • My religion is: Im not religious
  • An ideal date: hmmm picnic on the beach under the stars
  • My ideal mate: ambitious, honest, confident, intelligent, exciting, humour, matching sex drive, passionate, values family, self-respect.
  • How I feel about sex: How don't I feel I feel about sex!
  • These things make me angry: Dishonesty, Lack of responsibility, children & animals in bars, men staring at my breasts, nagging, stupidity.
  • These things make me sad: Injured people/animals, sad movies!, old age
  • These things make me happy: festivities, pressies!, holidays, my dogs, business achievement, solving problems, making somebody else happy.
  • Some scents that evoke positive emotions: Vanilla, espresso, milo, rain, bubble bath, baby powder, reshly cut grass

Poem for the tired

Eyes become heavy at this time of the night,
Some dream with a vision, some sleep without sight,
Don't force them back open, you know you can't fight the tide,
Just lie back quietly with love by your side.
And please don't feel guilty when you leave me behind,
in this world of reality
and unexplained fright.
I can find my own way in a world that I know,
It's not your duty to protect me
from the results of all the needless rocks that I throw.
Because sometimes I build up just to break down again,
A foolish game of lego met by looks of disgust in the eyes of the same, so indulge in your beauty of warmth and your peace,
and hope that this dreamworld won't ever be seized.
Don't mind my presence, explore all the landscapes and countries you've found. But me and the stars won't make a sound.
I don't want to chain you, be all the things that
you wanted to be and at the end of the night save a warm place somewhere for me...

Time


Time is nothing more than an illusion
That we use to hide our darkest fears,

It is nothing more than the mask,
Behind which we hide our true thoughts,

It is nothing more than the dreams,

In which we hide our souls...